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February, 2009

  1. Nostalgia. . .

    February 27, 2009 by Nate

    I’m currently reading through the book of the Acts of the Apostles for my quiet time. It’s been such an enlightening experience looking through the eyes of the early followers of the Way and peeking into their experiences as the Church first entered the world. It must have been an exciting time.

    But as the church scattered abroad, I can’t help but wonder if the Apostles ever thought, “I wish things were the way they used to be.” I mean, the church was pretty successful for a while remaining in Jerusalem. But Christ had told them to go around the world. And around the world they went.

    Churches sprang up everywhere. Starting in Jerusalem, then Antioch, then Corinth, Rome, Philippi, Ephesus. . . the new movement spread like wildfire. How many times do you see phrases like, “and about three thousand were added to their number that day,” or “and a great number of people were brought to the Lord”? Over and over again we see the church surging in the number of people reached.

    “Remember when we were all in Jerusalem? Man, those were the good ol’ days! When we were healing people in the big city, sharing all we had, giving speeches in all sorts of languages. I never even studied Italian, and there I was, speaking it!”

    As I read through passages where major changes were taking place in the early Church, I began to feel nostalgic. I began to miss the days just a few short chapters ago when all the believers assembled in Solomon’s Colonnade.

    Just a few months ago, Liquid Church was a group of believers meeting in one place. Early on a Sunday morning, I could walk up the Hyatt stairs and brush past Mike. We’d walk together up to the top of the stairs and chat with Lauren and Tom. The stage would be shared by both David’s moving vocals and Jens’ intense shreds. Bobby and I would lead the same group of kids in learning and worship.

    But so much has changed since then. David and Jens no longer share the stage. Mike and Tom no longer greet people on the same set of stairs. Bobby and I no longer share the lesson for children.

    Watching Mike introduce the service in Morristown brought me back to those days. The days when “all the believers used to meet together in Solomon’s Colonnade.”

    And I found myself thinking, Remember when we were all in Morristown? Remember when we gave away gasoline and car washes? Remember when we raised money to build wells in Africa? Man, those were the good ol’ days!

    But I’m wrong. No, these are the “good ol’ days.” The moments we’re in right now are the ones to treasure and make the most of. It’s nice to remember, but without those difficult changes, Liquid would have half the impact that it has now. And the Kingdom of God is moving through New Jersey twice as fast as it would if we were all still meeting in Morristown.

    After the church spread out beyond the borders of Jerusalem, these words were written: “The word of the Lord spread through the whole region.”

    See how far we’ve come?


  2. Just for fun. . .

    February 25, 2009 by Nate

    I think it’s time I add a little fun to my blog. Here’s a little personal info about me.

    I’m a HUGE comic book fan. While I love characters like X-Men, Spider-Man, and Captain America, I’m more of a DC Comics fanboy. Give me a Justice League story any day, and I’m a happy reader.

    DC Comics, while famous for characters like Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman, is a reputable publishing company because of a book titled Watchmen.

    Watchmen is arguably the greatest graphic novel ever written. It made Time Magazine’s “All-Time 100 Novels” list and is the only graphic novel to win the prestigious Hugo Award. The story was written by Alan Moore, who also wrote such critically acclaimed graphic novels as From Hell, V for Vendetta, and The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. He’s also written a handful of high profile graphic novels including Whatever Happened to the Man of Tomorrow? (a Superman series annual) and Batman: The Killing Joke. The latter is widely accepted as one of the finest Batman stories ever written, bested only by Batman: The Dark Knight Returns and Batman: Year One, both by Neo Noir writer Frank Miller (creator of the Sin City and 300 comics).

    The 2009 film based on Watchmen is being directed by Zack Snyder, the visionary director behind the films Dawn of the Dead and 300, and produced by Lawrence Gordon (Die Hard), Lloyd Levin (United 93), and Deborah Snyder (300). It stars Malin Akerman as Laurie Juspeczyk, aka Silk Spectre II; Billy Crudup as Jon Osterman, aka Dr. Manhattan; Matthew Goode as Adrian Veidt; aka Ozymandias; Jackie Earle Haley as Walter Kovacs, aka Rorschach; Jeffrey Dean Morgan as Edward Blake, aka the Comedian; and Patrick Wilson as Dan Dreiberg, aka Nite Owl II.

    So, check it out for yourself. I can’t wait!


  3. Modern hymn of the week. . .

    February 25, 2009 by Nate

    “Beautiful the Blood” by Steve Fee

    I never knew death could be so sweet
    I never knew surrender could feel so free
    I’ve never seen such meekness in majesty
    That the blood of Jesus was bled for me

    And now I’ll sing freedom for all my days
    It’s only by the power of the cross I’m raised
    The King of Glory rescued me

    How beautiful the blood flow
    How merciful the love shown
    The King of Glory poured out
    Victorious are we now

    I never knew through these nails would love unfold
    I never knew these wounds would heal my soul
    I’ve never seen such beauty and sorrow meet
    The blood of Jesus was bled for me

    And now I’ll sing freedom for all my days
    It’s only by the power of the cross I’m raised
    The King of Glory rescued me

    How beautiful the blood flow
    How merciful the love shown
    The King of Glory poured out
    Victorious are we now

    How beautiful You are
    How merciful You are
    How glorious You are
    Christ our Savior


  4. A sobering reality. . .

    February 24, 2009 by Nate

    I was enjoying a tall Hyatt-prepared yogurt parfait (the Mike Leahy special) the afternoon following my return to Liquid Kids in Morristown. Overall, it was a fantastic day, and while I missed my friends and family at Liquid New Brunswick, it was such a blessing reconnecting with old friends in Morristown.

    During my parfait-eating session, my friend Yuzo (Francisco to many) said to me (in his endearing broken English), “You are one most influential people at Liquid.”

    Whoa. Talk about a world-rattling statement. Sure, it was a compliment, but the weight of that statement hit me like an ACME anvil.

    Influence is defined as “the capacity or power of persons or things to be a compelling force on or produce effects on the actions, behavior, opinions, etc., of others.”

    That’s a lot of responsibility, if you ask me. Responsibility I never asked for, and if I had my way, I’d try my best to get rid of. I was perfectly happy just hanging out in the back of the service, enjoying the music and learning from the sermons.

    But here’s where everything changed. I asked God to help me grow. And as it turns out, growth comes through stretching and expanding, and those are rarely comfortable experiences.

    As I thought about what Yuzo said, I started to realize the truth in his statement. I recalled my first year attending Liquid Church, sneaking into a service and sticking close to my best friend, and then dwelled on my last month here, spending an average of 16 hours on a Sunday serving the people of this church. How did I get here?

    The realization that my sphere of influence has grown dramatically over the last year and 8 months is a sobering reality to live in. Suddenly I’m entrusted with the care of people’s hearts. Suddenly I have to be careful about how I interact with people. Suddenly I have to think about every action and every word.

    And if I were completely honest with myself, I’d have to say that I haven’t been very careful.

    So now I stand here asking myself, Am I ready for this kind of responsibility?


  5. The fury of God’s grief. . .

    February 19, 2009 by Nate

    Thirty-six times in the New Testament we see the term “wrath.” Preachers who like to use scare tactics to motivate their congregations refer to these passages in the hopes of frightening their listeners into following Christ. Preachers who like to emphasize God’s love and grace often downplay, or even ignore, the concept of God’s wrath.

    But what if I were to say that God’s wrath is essential to his love? What if they were interwoven so tightly that each concept defined the other?

    What if I told you that the “all love” preachers are wrong to ignore God’s wrath? What if I told you that the “hell-fire and brimstone” preachers were wrong in scaring people “into heaven”?

    In Greek, there are a few words that translate into the English wrath. In Greek poetry and mythology, the gods are described as having menis and xolos. This kind of wrath is implacable. It’s eternal, angry, and vengeful.

    But in the Septuagint (the Hebrew Scriptures translated into Greek) and the Greek New Testament, the terms translated into wrath are orge and thumos.

    Orge depicts an action of wrath, not necessarily the feeling behind the action. To understand the emotion or feeling that God has, the Greek language uses thumos.

    Thumos is a pretty loaded term. In Greek literature, it often denotes the concept of desire. It is a deeply seeded emotional urge that generally expresses an internalized grief.

    Desire mixed with grief.

    Orge is God acting out of his desire and grief.

    God wants us. He loves us. He will stop at nothing to have us back.

    But something is grieving him. Something about this desire hurts.

    Sin.

    Sin is universal. It is everything that is destroying our lives. It is the elimination of lives at the hands of natural disasters. It is the violence against innocents in the clutches of evil men. It is all the ways that God is kept away from entering society.

    Sin is personal. It is everything that eats away at our inner beings. It is the greed that keeps us from contentment. It is the guilt that holds us back from reaching our full potential. It is the desire inside us to reject God’s love.

    And God’s love drives him to destroy sin. He will destroy it. And his thumos of desire for mankind moves him to take radical orge on sin. His wrath leads to wrath.

    And mixed into that wrath is implacable, ineffable love.


  6. How to annoy me. . . how to charm me. . .

    February 12, 2009 by Nate

    How to annoy me. . .
    Claim that you’re loving people by handing them a tract. First, you don’t know that person, so how could you love him/her? Second, the Gospel of Christ is about building relationships, not about spreading a dogma.

    How to charm me. . .
    A 22oz. Märzen from the tap. Mmmm. . . Oktoberfest.

    Borrowed from Carlos Whittaker at Ragamuffin Soul.


  7. Faith and miracles. . .

    February 11, 2009 by Nate

    Jesus said to them, “Only in his hometown, among his relatives and in his own house is a prophet without honor.” He could not do any miracles there, except lay his hands on a few sick people and heal them. And he was amazed at their lack of faith.

    ~Mark 6.4-6 (emphasis added)

    Have you ever wondered why you haven’t seen any miracles lately? Could it be that miracles may have something to do with the way you look at life?

    I know it’s long past Christmas, but I was thinking about the movie Elf when contemplating this passage. Without any “Christmas spirit,” Santa’s sleigh couldn’t leave the ground. But it wouldn’t have done any good to just show people to Santa’s sleigh. They wouldn’t have believed, and it wouldn’t have done anything to boost the Christmas spirit. They had to believe first, and then they would see the miracle.

    Not to imply that Christ’s power is dependent on our faith, but this story seems to say that faith has a lot to do with His power in our lives. Simple trust opens the door to many amazing possibilities.

    When Jesus’ friend Lazarus died, he spoke to Lazarus’ sister about faith. Her brother just died, and Jesus was asking her about her faith?

    But here’s something interesting. She didn’t wait to see a miracle before she believed. She believed, and her gift was an epic miracle.

    Her brother came out of the grave.

    I wonder if part of why we haven’t seen these kinds of miracles is because we don’t have the faith to believe Christ can still do them. Oh, we know in our minds that Christ has that kind of power still, but that knowledge has yet to creep into our hearts.

    If it did, maybe we’d witness everyday miracles as epic as a man coming back from the dead.


  8. A prayer for my family in Aus. . .

    February 9, 2009 by Nate

    Father, I have brothers and sisters in Melbourne and the surrounding Victoria area who are hurting, frightened, and suffering. I’m scared for them too, Father-God. But I know You have a plan, even though we can’t see it in action right now. Your love still wins out, but it’s hard to see it right now. I can’t imagine what Kate, Nick, Karen, Tiffany, Kellie, and the rest of my family out there must be dealing with, but You can, and will, show Yourself strong on their behalf. I love You, Father-God, and I trust You have something beautiful planned at the end of this tragedy.

    We can’t see the front of the tapestry You’re weaving; all we can see is the tangled mess that’s on the back of it. But You’re the Master of the tapestry, Father-God, and I know it will still be a gorgeous one.

    But in the midst of this, Father, we’re scared. Please comfort us and assuage our fears. Put Your arms of strength and healing around my family out there staring at this inferno in their backyard. Place a hedge of protection around them so that at some point soon, I too can place my arms around them again as well.

    I’m requesting all of this through Jesus.


  9. The pain and power of the Church. . .

    February 9, 2009 by Nate

    My friend and I were having coffee yesterday with a girl from Rutgers when I started thinking about how important church is.

    But it’s heartbreaking when I look around at so many churches and see arguing, bickering, gossip, and bitterness pervading the congregation, and all too often, the staff.

    Jewel (the girl from Rutgers) had some very insightful views on the Church that weren’t too positive. And frankly, I’d have to say that I agreed with her. Churches are hurtful groups of people that are more concerned with being right than they are with living right.

    Jewel is an agnostic. And her view of churches represents the prevailing view. Arrogant, bitter, judgmental, nonsensical. And the Church has done nothing to change that view.

    Christians are known for condemning people who are different, and then telling them that we love them.

    Love them? Yeah, right.

    We just want to beat them over the head with our opinions.

    So, if I have such a low opinion of church, why is it so important to me?

    Well, for starters, it has hurt me in some very profound ways. It has instilled in me an unhealthy fear of God and a desire to please God through rule-following. I figured that since the way to please the elders in the church was through following rules, that’s how I would make God happy.

    I know the church can change. It has to change.

    Jesus said that he came to earth so that we “may have life, and have it to the full.” (Jn 10.10)

    Correct me if I’m wrong, but trying to please God by following a bunch of rules isn’t exactly a full life. And living under the constant judgment of Christians is a painful way to live. It’s this pain that drives so many people out of the Church.

    People like me.

    But the Church was given great power to do good in the world. While many Christians have forgotten its purpose, there are a handful in the world who realize that the Church should be more than a Christian Country Club.

    When Jesus established his church, he did so with these words: “On this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it. I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”

    This new church was described like this:

    All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people.

    They were world-changers characterized by love. . . because Jesus said to them, “By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”

    That’s what church is supposed to look like. That’s the church’s power and calling. It’s not about proving to the world that we have all the answers, because we really don’t. And it’s not about telling everyone that they’re sinful and broken, because everyone already knows that humanity is flawed.

    It’s about love. And I believe I’m supposed to be a part of that. I believe I’m supposed to change the world through love.


  10. Proud of being ugly. . .

    February 4, 2009 by Nate

    Sometimes I look in the mirror and wonder if God can actually use me. All I see are the flaws, the sin, the brokenness.

    But all the scars, the weaknesses, the sin—everything that should be holding me back highlights God’s incredible power.

    Paul wrote these words to his church campus in Corinth:

    [God] said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

    Look in the mirror. Find the flaws. Find the weakness. Everything that you think is holding you back from reaching your potential as a child of God.

    And know that He won’t take them away from you. Instead, He’ll transform them into something useful for His kingdom.

    So look in the mirror and be proud of the ugliness. Because the more ugly you’ve been, the more beautiful God can be.

    If you let Him.